Paranoid Delusions Lyrics

You wouldn't know it
But i dont know what im doing
I could prove it, but i wouldnt waste your time
All these delusions keep me from seeing me
All these illusions, my childhood fantasies
I play the part because its all i know
Afraid to admit it and so scared of letting go
Just what the fuck am i doing here?
This path im on is unknown and unclear
I cant make the right choices

When all will steer me wrong
Been avoiding all decisions for far too long
But im getting so sick of not knowing
Just what is going on
Its easy to believe
That what is right is what is wrong