No Such Thing Songtext

von Plague Bringer

I scream in my head to drown the
Whispering reminders of all that is
Wrong here like you sprinkling
Glitter on your social tumors.
Maybe I'll go to sleep for another
Year and see if it feels the same when I awake from it.
Three loveless, sexless trips
Around the fucking sun only coming
Close in the echo of a dead dream.
I'm standing at the edge of a canyon,
A sick tree waiting for the leave to
Float on whispers that offer hope.
There used to be some warning.
A smile from you know is like a
Blur of fists and the thought of a
Kiss kills me over and over again.
I'm murdered every night.
My head likes to stab and slice.
I awaken piece by piece, a mourning
Pile of fantasies the spotless
Parts of my mind scream out for
You to etch yourself inside of me
So I can have that, at least.
To lay my wax paper depression
Over like a headstone and have
Something to look at and to run
My fingers' tips over when I am
Trapped in a plastic bag of a
Day in an underwater week.