Ayscough St. Lyrics

I've been so much better
But god knows that I've been worse
Wish I could live it backwards
Breathe it in reverse
You're so dumb
And I hate it
So dumb
But I still love you
The same

All my friends are ghosts
That I only see on holidays
Once we were so close
I hardly see you nowadays
It's dumb
And I hate it
So dumb
But I still love them
The same

Sometimes I guess it helps
To laugh at all the things I lost
And I tell myself I'm doing fine
Even when I know I'm not
I love you,
Always
Those words
I have forgot
And I make believe that you're coming home
Even when I know you're not
I'm so dumb
And I hate it
So dumb
But I still love you
The same