Never It Will Be the Same Again, Pt. 1 Lyrics

What I came to miss has no name.
I can only try to describe.
As a young man, I felt as though I perfectly mirrored the sky. When it rained, I rained.
When it was grey, I was grey.
When the sun came out, I came out of myself, as if I was shedding a skin and stepping into a new, beautiful world.
My whole chemistry, seasonally affective.
I paid much more attention to the sky than I do these days. There just seemed to be more sky.
And it's clouds passed through me and it's rain was absorbed deep into my skin.
And it's snow settled on my heart.
What I came to miss has no name.

I can only try to describe.
When a boy, I ran home over fields, as it turned dark, my heart beating on my mouth, after some almighty adventure and the sky ran after me; it's clouds, like grey eagles, wings outstretched, clawed.
And this was my fear of the impending night.
What I felt within,
Turned inside out
And mirrored in the sky.