Where Did December Go Lyrics

I heard every word you said las night
When we talkes about vicarious goodbyes
And i've shut you out of it all because I didnd want to care
And after all these tears had swelles in my eyes
I wonder how you stand to call me your friend
Perhaps I need convincing so im listening
Tell me where did december go?
Where did december go?
I wont make up my mind why cant I make it clear
I'll wait until i've closed my eyes

Though i've dreamed that one at thousand times
If you were mine i'd make it show outside like memories