If I Only Had Lyrics

I've been gone for
So long now
Chasing everything that's new
I've forgotten how I got here
I've not forgotten you
We were just children but our eyes opened and
You were all that I could see
You came close enough
To know my heartbeat but
Still not close enough for me

Through the good times and the bad
You were the best I've never had
The only chance I wish I had to take
There was no writing on the wall
No hole inside to fall on
I know that I just can't forget
You're the best I never had