One more please Lyrics

Once again I don't feel fine
Is it everything I want?
Is it something that I hoped for

I'll take a trip into myself
Check my motivations
What really drives me on

For a while it makes me sick
All the shit it puts me through
All the troubles I get into

But when the day turns to night
I've already forgotten
I'm searching for another

Step on my own wings
All I ever want is to have one more
After the last one promised myself I would stop
Deep inside I know I'll never get enough
I will always keep on searching for one more

Once again my head explodes
Is it everything I need
Is it something that I search for

All the possibilities
That I've missed along the way
Come back to remind me

For a while it disgusts me
Cannot understand myself
Why on earth I've ever done it

When the sun starts to set
Don't remember anymore
I'm searching for another

Step on my own wings
All I ever want is to have one more
After the last one promised myself I would stop
Deep inside I know I'll never get enough
I will always keep on searching for one more

Take a look in the mirror
Better take a good one
Change the glance into a stare
And tell me what I've done
Is it over yet
Can I ever make it stop
With my will power
Well, I guess not

I wonder how damn hard
I should be screaming
So that I could hear my voice
So that I would understand
Like standing in quicksand
It doesn't take me anywhere

All I ever want is to have one more
After the last one promised myself I would stop
Deep inside I know I'll never get enough
I will always keep on searching for one more

But is it...is it...
What keeps me...keeps me...me alive