Lust over Loyalty Lyrics

She's waiting at home
Counting down the days
I've earned her trust but I don't deserve it
I down another hoping I don't remember a thing
Just an excuse to kill my conscienceI'm gonna hate myself when the sun comes up
But right now I'm in my darkest glory
Letting her have her way with meI keep telling myself
It's not worth it
But I can't help it
I'm coming home, but I'm not alone tonight

I try to hold myself back
I just can't win, I just give in
I'm coming home, but I'm not alone tonightI hang my head down in shame
I know she'll never forgive me
She'll look me in the eyes
And I know all she will see
Is lust over loyalty
All she will see
Is lust over loyaltyI keep telling myself
It's not worth it
But I can't help it
I'm coming home, but I'm not alone tonight
I try to hold myself back
I just can't win, I just give in
I'm coming home, but I'm not alone tonightI wish I could be
The one you need
Trustworthy, unworldly
I wish I could free
Temptations plea
She's calling me
And I don't even know her nameI keep telling myself
It's not worth it
But I can't help it
I'm coming home, but I'm not alone tonight
I try to hold myself back
I just can't win, I just give in
I'm coming home, but I'm not alone tonightBut I'm not alone tonight
All she will see
Is the lust in my eyes
Is lust over loyalty
I'm coming home, but I'm not alone
Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight