Too Slow to Ride Lyrics

From the moment I arrived until the day that I died I was selfish and slow too slow to ride by your side I was so afraid that I began to fade now another bright has turned to gray and someone else's light will take my place and though i?m getting used to the aftertaste you know I miss your eyes I miss your face and when the sun went dead and the moon was up ahead I finally figured out what I should have said to you then and no one is to blame but we'll never be the same there's no use in trying I can't be what I was