Dead Awake Lyrics

Today things changed I've been so fuckin' scared since I picked up the phone trying to escape from me I need a drink I can't think straight on the beach waves so free it's so calm like a lake like me I'm so dead awake

I hold on to what I got for as long as I can now it's fallen apart in my hand it's so hard to understand that I won't see you again I hold on to what I got for as long as I can now it's fallen apart in my hand it's so hard to understand it seems like you're here with me
I just want to see you again

Today things changed why couldn't it be you when I picked up the phone the things I'd say if I could have known you won't be there when I got home on the beach waves so free it's so calm like a lake and like me I'm so dead awake

I hold on to what I got for as long as I can now it's fallen apart in my hand it's so hard to understand that I won't see you again I hold on to what I got for as long as I can now it's fallen apart in my hand it's so hard to understand it seems like you're here with me
I just want to see you again

Please just one more time I want to say good bye I'll wait for you I'm not scared I promise not to cry

I hold on to what I got for as long as I can now it's fallen apart in my hand it's so hard to understand that I won't see you again I hold on to what I got for as long as I can now it's fallen apart in my hand it's so hard to understand it seems like you're here with me
I just want to see you again