Obstructor Lyrics

This is the anthem to my dying world.
To all you motherfuckers who was never told.
Let me show you what it means to be self-denying
And to hate everything what life seems to be.
You think I'm fine because I'm smiling on the outside?
Here's your access to my inner demise.
All time wasted to a lie pounding out of my chest,
There's something in my head pulling me towards my death.
I'm a failure, I am nothing, deranged and disgusting,
So let me tell you something that I can't explain.

I am the shame of a life that was never really mine.
The obstructor of integrity is only me.
You are the shame of a life,
Afraid to show all of your sides.
Hypocrisies are only what we make them to be.
I know you are all the same,
Living your lives like there's nothing to blame.
But all you cowards make me sick,
All these lies, you're welcome to admit.
It's like I always want to be the worst,
Addicted to a inner curse of loving to get hurt.
I'm fucking useless.
It's like I always feel the suffering,
Addicted to fight inner battles that I'll never win.
I'm so worthless.
Hell waits for me.
Hell waits for me.
You wear a mask full of scum ignoring all that you've done,
Don't try to trick me because we are all exactly the same.
We are all exactly the same.
We are all exactly the same.
We are all exactly the same.
We are the same.
We are failures, we are nothing, deranged and disgusting, only pieces of the puzzle.
I am the shame of a life that was never really mine.
The obstructor of integrity is only me.
You are the shame of a life,
Afraid to show all of your sides.
Hypocrisies are only what we make them to be.