The Treatment Lyrics

This is so unusual
Has my body ever been so cold//
I don't know//
Well I've never been so excited while at the same time so afraid//
From out of now where//
Yeah that's just me.

To seek refuge in patching up the cracks that we've made//
When this vessel's all but sunk//
I'm gasping for air but only water fills my lungs//
Talking in my sleep but I've got nothing to say//
Slaughtering my youth for a chance yeah but that's what it takes//
Yeah that's just me.