My Own Hell Lyrics

It's cold in here
And I can't deny
That I'm full of fear
And I say goodbye
I try to flee
But there's no escape

It's my own hell

My own hell - I'm blind and numb
I can't realize what you have done (to me again)
I curse this circle of repetitions
So please show mercy and let me die

I'm here, I'm numb
I don't need to be protected
Just hurt me once again
And you will be infected

I spread my disease

My own hell - I'm blind and numb
I can't realize what you have done (to me again)
I curse this circle of repetitions
So please show mercy and let me die

I'm captured - no way out
As it has been so often before
I don't understand what this all is about
And I despair once more

My own hell - I'm blind and numb
I can't realize what you have done (to me again)
I curse this circle of repetitions
So please show mercy and let me die

My dreams fall down, collapse like a house of cards
I try to fix them, try to repair but they're just teared apart