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von Monday´s Change

I am feeling so bad I cannot stand
Everytime you are running trough my head
All I ever dreamed of was suddenly coming true
With the little big exception of you
There is only this way out of my condition
But my bad end is a fixed predicition

What should I do
I realized it's senseless
You dont love me to
Dont know why I cry after my bliss

So I am trying to accept that my trace
Is destinated for the second place
I really dont want to lose you as a friend too
But what should I do against my love for you

I have to accept that I can't be the one you will love
But a bit of hope will stay even later on above
So let me live give me a chance
Or only a hug saying that we will stay friends