I'm a Freak Lyrics

Am I alone with the thoughts that I have?
I'm afraid that I'm scared myself
I am the only one to doubt who I am?
Wish I was someone else
Everytime I tried to swim, it pulls me
Pulls me deeper down
Everytime I tried to fly, it holds me
Holds me to the ground
It tells me I'm freak
Drains me

The monster is inside of me
Freak
Save me
The enemy is inside of me
Would be easier to fight someone else
Than the war fight writhing
It's impossible to hide from yourself Where do I begin?
Everytime I dare to dream, it wakes me
Wakes me with I cry
Everytime I dare to love, it hates me
Hates me 'til in dies
It tells me I'm freak
Drains me
The monster is inside of me
Freak
Save me
The enemy is inside of me
Screaming, laughing, the voice is inside of me
Freak, silent echo inside my head
Love me, can you even love at all
Show me, show me what I ought to know
Mirror, mirror mirror on the wall
Tell me, tell me that I'm beautiful
It tells me I'm freak
Drains me
The monster is inside of me
Freak
Drains me
The monster is inside of me
Freak
Save me
The enemy is inside of me
It tells me I'm freak