Drawing Board Lyrics

I can recall only this one time
This type of control the girl had on my mind
I've fallen deep, I cant get out
I've never acted this way before

I spent days and nights
Here in my bedroom
Trying to write the perfect song
To sing to you
Write a song a day

But she won't like it anyway
Back to the drawing board
With the words you've heard
A million times before

Feeling alone, and she's on my mind
Try to erase all the pain from that time
She's breaking up and I'm breakin down
Now I'm headed out of this fucked up town

I spent days and nights
Here in my bedroom
Trying to write the perfect song
To sing to you
Write a song a day
But she won't like it anyway
Back to the drawing board
With the words you've heard
A million times before
In your head

So love me so I can
Be myself again now maybe
So things are normal in my head
I'm trying to break away
This ball and chain, so hate me
So things seem normal in my head
Things seem normal in my head

I spent days and nights
Here in my bedroom
Trying to write the perfect song
To sing to you

I spent days and nights
Here in my bedroom
Trying to write the perfect song
To sing to you
Write a song a day
But she won't like it anyway
Back to the drawing board
With the words you've heard
A million times before
In your head

I am dead