All to Myself Lyrics

Don't patronize, I realize I'm losing
And this is my real life
I'm half asleep and I am wide-awake
This habit is always so hard to break
I don't want to be the bad guy
I've been blaming myself
And I think you know why
I'm killing time (I'm killing time)
And time's killing you
Every way that I do


Did you say, “Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Because I want you all to myself”?
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

“Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Because I want you all to myself”?
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

I'm under the gun
Feel like the only one
I just can't decide what I'm running from
This isn't what I wanted
But I can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shut
It's not enough, it's never enough
And I wish I could breathe
Without getting it stuck
Can't focus but
I try it over and over again

Did you say, “Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Because I want you all to myself”?
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

“Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Because I want you all to myself”?
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else

“Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Because I want you all to myself”?
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like

Did you say, “Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Because I can't stay with someone else”?
I can try and suck it up
I just keep fucking up
Because I want you all to myself

“Please, just follow me
I thought you wanted me
Because I want you all to myself”?
I can try and suck it up
I just can't suck it up
Make me feel like someone else