What I Don't Have Lyrics

You and I know what's coming now
We have to blow away this big cloud
I see your eyes and I don't feel your flame
It's very hard to let you go away.

I know what lead us to this extreme point
I am accepting that it was my fault
But even before all of this started to melt
We were together to avoid being alone.

And I'm standing here while you walk out
I am too weak to run and hold your hand
I knew it was over way back in time
But I was sane when you stayed by my side.
I wanna scream and cry and break my heart
I'm sick and tired of facing goodbyes
I was not a good boyfriend and you stayed
And now it's over, I deserve this pain.

I am a free man and I try to smile
Every moment alone is a place to hide
Your presence is everywhere and it will stay
Maybe I need someone to forget and play.

I was scared of being all by myself
It's handy to say that you have someone else
I'm dealing with an emotion that was meant to be
I'm falling deeper, I wanna live again

And I'm standing here while you walk out
I am too weak to run and hold your hand
I knew it was over way back time
But I was sane when you stayed by my side.
I wanna scream and cry and break my heart
I'm sick and tired of facing goodbyes
I was not a good boyfriend and you stayed
And now it's over, I deserve this pain.