Picasso In My Head Lyrics

I don't know why I'm sitting here
And why I'm waiting still for you
Yes, I feel the coldness inside
It's no dream, it's mean and true

I don't know why I care
I only see you're not there
I remark that I need your touch
I feel cold and I am freezing too much

I light a cigarette for the last time tonight
I'm concidering should I go?
Me and my thoughts it's not a harmless fight
Me and my thoughts alone in this night

If anyone could tell me what to do
I would follow his command
I wouldn't try to break the rules
I would leave but this way I can't

The hours run by and all I'm doing is
Starring at the wall
I can't hear a thing I've got to
Concentrate in standing tall

How did it come so far?
Can't image where you are
I'll keep on staying a while
I'm going insane without your smile

I take another drink for the last time tonight
I'm concidering should I stay?
Me and my fear it's not a harmless fight

If anyone could tell me what to do
I would follow his command
I wouldn't try to break the rules
I would leave but this way I can't

I never felt that helpless before
Picasso is in my head
I'm on my way to get the last shore
Leaving nightmares in my bed

Paint pictures in my wounded brain
Accute colours confuse me
I know Picasso drives me insane
Take care with what you see