The Abandoning Lyrics

Wake up sleepy
Wide awake!

I am the walking dead
I am death's best friend
I create disaster
I'm the master killing me
There's no innocence
There's only pain I'm empty

Master master save me
Master master kill me
Don't give up on me now
'Cause that's what I've already done
My body's breaking down
I feel my mind getting numb

Why do I hurt myself?
Why can't I escape this hell?
I am always blaming
Always chasing broken dreams
I keep screaming out but no one ever hears me

Master master save me
Master master kill me
Don't give up on me now
'Cause that's what I've already done
My body's breaking down
I feel my mind getting numb
Bleeding from my disconnection
Lost inside myself
Forsaken by my own reflection
Abandoning myself

I'm wide awake!
(On myself)
I'm wide awake!
Give up give up
(On myself)
Give up give up
I'm wide awake
Save me!

Master master save me
Master master kill me
Don't give up on me now
'Cause that's what I've already done
My body's breaking down
I feel my mind getting numb
Bleeding from my disconnection
Lost inside myself
Forsaken by my own reflection
Abandoning myself

No!
I'm wide awake!