Cognitive Note of Discord Lyrics

No longer I know how to act.
This motherfuckin' situation gonna make me mad!
"It's up to you: You just should leave!"
I tried to but I couldn't go!
"Don't stay with her! Now let it end!"
My mind says 'yes', my heart says 'no'.
Cognitive Note of Discord,
My mind says 'yes', my heart says 'no'.
I'm so - I'm so confused, what shall I do?
Cognitive Note of Discord,

What have you done? You've simply come,
You took - you took me up and hit me down!

I'm getting crazy 'cause of you.
I don't see light and I really don't know what to do - So: Fuck you!
"Come on! So please make up your mind!"
No wise ideas I can find.
"Then try to listen to your heart!"
Sometimes I want, sometimes I don't.

She's sucked me in, and spat me out.
She has taken my last proud.
What's going on? I cannot see.
Cognitive Dissonance in me!