Fucked up Lyrics

If I could fight my nature
If we could break this wager
Would you as well

Let's put pen to paper
Like a crystal chamber
Within a maze of danger
Carousel breaks the spell

And time won't change my mind
Is it by design
I've been so blind

Forgive me
I'm so fucked up
Believe me
I'm hard [?] in love
Release me
I'm [?]
Please forgive me
I'm so fucked up

Don't care enough to bother
Maybe I'm just my father
Couldn't see [?]
Now I can't trust another
So darling if you'd rather
A happily ever after
Don't you see
That ain't me
Judge me by my cover

And time won't change my mind
Is it by design
Too high to climb

Forgive me
I'm so fucked up
Believe me
I'm hard [?] in love
Release me
I'm
Please forgive me
I'm so fucked up