Alive and Unwell Lyrics

I don′t wanna wake up
Can't cover up the pain with my make-up
All these strangers rip me to shreds
The beauty of the internet
But I don′t make it better
You know I never have my shit together
I'm a bad drunk, can't keep a job
I′m a disappointment to my mom

Think that I might lose it
Damn I feel so insecure
If you ask me how I′m doing
One, two, one, two, three, four

I'm alive and unwell
Some days I fucking hate myself
No magic pill is gonna help
But at least I′m thriving in hell
Yeah I'm alive and screwed up
Ruining everything I touch
I′m a hot mess, but guess what
I don't give a fuck

Ooh
Alive and unwell
Ooh
Alive and unwell

It is what it is, I am who I am
You can tell me what to do
But I won′t listen
I'm a lost cause
I'm a bit depressed
I′m the worst even at my best

Think that I might lose it
Damn I feel so insecure
If you ask me how I′m doing
One, two, one, two, three, four

I'm alive and unwell
Some days I fucking hate myself
No magic pill is gonna help
But at least I′m thriving in hell
Yeah I'm alive and screwed up
Ruining everything I touch
I′m a hot mess, but guess what
I don't give a fuck

Ooh
Alive and unwell
Ooh
Alive and unwell

I′m alive and unwell, ohh
Alive and unwell