Overdosed Lyrics

Standing still my mind in a blur thinking now or never. Youre walking by
Watching my every move; is this some test? I turn around and hope you
Dont notice Im just a great pretender. Screwn off till next thing you know
Its another minute passed. I wish I could figure out what's really
Important. *So Im taking one more step holding my breath like its the last
Time Ill ever breath; inside I'm screaming. Dont know what comes next, I
Feel overdosed. But reality keeps playing me like I'm not even close.
Shooting straight that aint been my strong suit; its just a hazy picture.
Real love I tune in on TV and even that aint clear. I keep thinking
Someday Ill get it, once the numbness has faded. Oh what's the difference

You tell me, Id really love to hear. Tell me how I can figure it all out; I am
Listening. (*)You there pointing the finger, what you lookn at. Who trying
To prove you are; you think you are all that. Well I can tell you this one
Thing; Im ready to make my move. I'm wanna get it; go deeper, nothing
To loose. (*) Taking one more step and I dont know what comes next.
Taking one more step and I dont know what; I dont know what comes next.