Need to Change Lyrics

It's five thirty three,
I'm awake and my bed is covered in sweat,
I can't sleep,
And there's blood on the sheets.
Yeah she likes it rough,
But I don't think she likes all the things that I love,
I need more,
Then she wants to give.

I know, yeah I know you want me to change,
But I'm fucked in the head,
I can't break,
I know, yeah I know you want me to change,

I stopped blaming me,
Now I blame god for my ways that you see
I'm a slave,
To my self loathing brain
Never thought I'd see a girl like you in this place,
Where men are like dogs, and the girls dread the chase,
I can tell,
You're just numbing the pain.

I know, yeah I know you want me to change,
But I'm fucked in the head,
I can't break,
I know, yeah I know you want me to change,
I know, yeah I know you want me to change,
But I'm stuck in my ways,
It's a shame
I know, yeah I know you want me to change,

I just needed a fix,
I guess my timing was right,
You had just joined the mix,
I was sold,
And I needed a taste.
Didn't have to put a lot of work into this girl,
She saw my contentions and gave me world,
I'm in love,
But I will fuck this up,

I know, yeah I know you want me to change,
But I'm fucked in the head,
I can't break,
I know, yeah I know you want me to change,
I know, yeah I know you want me to change,
But I'm fucked in the head,
I can't break,
I know, yeah I know you want me to change,
I know that I need to,

Why are you crying,
I'm not like your last man I don't give a damn
Why're you still trying,
Run back to him now,
I'm sure he'll understand.

I know, yeah I know you want me to change,
But I'm fucked in the head,
I can't break,
I know, yeah I know you want me to change,
I know, yeah I know you want me to change,
But I'm fucked in the head,
I can't break,
I know, yeah I know you want me to change,
I know, yeah I know you want me to change,
But I'm fucked in the head,
I can't break,
I know, yeah I know you want me to change,
I know that I need to,