Always a fool Lyrics

I took a walk down the street to a common place
Don't need a gun to blow my mind
Carrying crosses for the longest time
Why don't you see me go this way

I'm watching me without you alone here in the cold
It seems so very real to leave

I'm always a fool with my love
With scheming ideas to excuse
I'm always a fool and my eyes
Deserted from love they used to hang on

I started to watch myself with a mirror's eye
And I begin to slip away
And no one's here to reach the other side with me
Why don't you see me go this way

I'm watching me without you alone here in the cold
It seems so very real to leave