Ghost Pains, Part III Songtext

von Kublai Khan

I think too much. To be accepted and not rejected.
I am the outcome of an absent father.
I am the product of a single mother.

She hid her doubt to keep my heart safe.
I shut my mouth afraid hers might break.
How do you even begin to tell
Your child he was never wanted.

Father.
What did I do wrong?
Father.
How could you do wrong?
You did wrong.

Quick to turn your back
Even though it made me feel like trash.
My mother swore to me,
"We'll be fine without him"
As she put me into my bed.

And I watched her weep.
The lullaby of a mothers cry.
Alone and undeserving of her pain.

I now see why she lied to me.

To ease my pain.
'Cause there wasn't fuck to say.
Tabooed.
Hush now.
Whenever I would ask about you.
Ask about you.

Life's a bitch when you're a bastard.
Jealous of love I'd question my fucking self.
My heart ache continues everyday
So Father's Day stay the fuck away.

This is our message to you.
I know now that I shouldn't stay down about you walking out.
It's made me who I am.
I know now that I shouldn't stay down about you walking out.
So Romero Lanuza you can keep your life.
No father or not.
I will live my life without you.

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