If You Really Wanna Know Lyrics

If you really wanna know, I guess I'm sorry
If you really wanna know, I guess I feel bad
If you really wanna know, I guess I'm hurting
Just as bad as I say I don't

If you really wanna know, well I've been lying
If you really wanna know, I've been crying too
If you really wanna know, love's a gamble
A bet I lost
But still I bet on you


And now you know what I'm about
And now you know what I'm about

If you really wanna know, been thinking about leaving
If you really wanna know, this place ain't for me
If you really wanna know, been thinking about dying
Sometimes I don't know where else to go

And now you know what I'm about
And now you know what I'm about

She gave me the will to carry on
She gave me a reason to go on
She gave me a reason to go on

Well, now you know
So there you go