Head Under Water Lyrics

When I suffer the weight
Of these old rusty chains
Yeah it's like my heads under water
Finding many kind of ways
To dispose of the pain
Yeah it's just a disorder

I couldn't care for the way I walk with my head down
No I would like to bear it all
So you know just what I'm going through

Try to understand that lately
It's been really hard to take
Things are getting just a little crazy
But soon it's gonna go our way
Yeah

Gradually my stomach sinks
From the somber way I think
Yeah it feels like its murder
Sometimes I feel the watch
Of this old school ticking clock
Yeah it's like my own private torture

Pre Is there anyone to talk to?
Why do I feel like these issues are completely my own?
There's no one to talk to, I must face this alone