Crossin' Fingers Lyrics

It's late at night
I let the phone ring and ring
But no one picks up
I try to pretend
You must be asleep
I try to convince myself
But I know where you are
And I know you're with him

There ain't no secrecy
I read all your diaries
Well I know he's more than a friend
Hey, lovin ain't lyin and lyin aint lovin
You say "it's true, I swear to you"
But you're crossin' fingers again

It's later now
I stare at the ceiling fan
And I follow the blades
And I wish you were dead
It was a dream
The two of you together
But I'm not asleep
There's a pain in my head

I'm an unworthy student of philosophy
But arguments won't change a thing
A million proofs everyday
There's no doubt that you should stay
But you'll do what you're gonna do
And i know that you'll go away

Jealousy, it's what saved me
Jealousy, it's what saved me
Jealousy, it's what saved me
From believing the lies, from doubting the truth

Jealousy, it's what saved me
From believing the lies