Doubts Songtext

von KB

Unashamed's like our middle name, uh
Since 16 I've been in the field
Spent a fortune on Bible college
To plant churches in Brazil
But God gave me Tampa
Hip Hop in six continents
But on five of ‘em I cried on 'em
Like come to Christ; now you could live
I mean it now
Stayed outside but this dope boy went down for a stride
And my last trip to Africa
Man they said that we might not be coming back, uh
Risk my own life
My career, my goals, my own wife
They say that's a lot for 25
That's the least I could do, He was crucified
But sometimes I still feel like I'm in the dark
Yeah-yeah, Let me explain the conflicts of Kevin's heart (Heart)
Uh-huh, Maybe the fact that my father left me plays a part
In why I'm, so afraid that one day I could walk away and leave God

Will I make it to the end
Or will I fall and lose everything
I'm trying to be a better man
But why is there so little change
If I'm honest
I'm doubting, I'm doubting, I'm doubting
If I was honest
I'm doubting, I'm doubting, I'm doubting
(Stand up man; put your face on)

I'm ‘posed to be K to the second letter
I'm the bride of a King like Coretta, uh
Scott free God let us
All off the hook forever
But I'm still ungrateful
Acting like a tectonic plate move
Why I don't get what I want
How I'm go'n front like I ain't already got a plate full
Cuz I'm a grown man
Could I still have the same struggles that I had when I was a teen
Sometimes it feels like I'm one sin from You saying that You done with me, woo!
Am I deceived? Am I deceived?
Uh, Do you really care?
Are you really there?
Oh, help me believe, please
Come quickly. Wish that You'd come get me
Off of this world surpassing joy but yet I feel so empty
If they only knew; I'm such a weak dude
But at the same time it's here I see how much I need You

Will I make it to the end
Or will I fall and lose everything
I'm trying to be a better man
But why is there so little change
If I'm honest
I'm doubting, I'm doubting, I'm doubting
If I was honest
I'm doubting, I'm doubting, I'm doubting

But then the Spirit covers me, He comforts me
I ain't gotta worry about this no longer
When I feel my grip about to slip
His grip on me gets stronger
When I can barely crack a smile
Feelin like Mona Li' (Lisa)
God says know you're weak so when you're strong you know its Me
See, He's been saving since Abram and He ain't lost one yet
Jesus has set me free never seen a better sunset
That's why I doubt my thoughts
That's why I doubt my doubts
They just push me closer to the One who's got ‘em figured out

If I'm honest
I'm doubting (I say to my doubts)
I'm doubting (I say to my doubts)
I'm doubting (I say to my doubts)
If I was honest
(I say to my doubts) I'm doubting
(I say to my doubts) I'm doubting
(I say to my doubts) I'm doubting
Help me believe!