Hardline Songtext

von Julien Baker

Blackout on a weekday
Is there something that I'm trying to avoid
Start asking for forgiveness in advanced
For all the future things I will destroy

That way I can ruin everything
When I do, you don't get to act surprised
When it finally gets to be too much
I always told you you could leave at any time

Until then, I'll split the difference
Between medicine and poison
Take what I can get away with
While it burns right through my stomach
I'm telling my own fortune
Something I cannot escape
I can see where this is going
But I can't find the brake

Knocked out on a weekend
Would you hit me this hard if I were a boy
See I don't need you to defend me
'Cause it's just the sort of thing that I enjoy

Took it farther
Draw a hardline
When I cross it
It's the third time
Say my own name
In the mirror
And when nobody appears
Say it's not so cut and dry
Oh it isn't black and white
What if it's all black, baby
All the time

All the time
All the time
All the time