An Abundance of Strawberries Lyrics

I don't want to miss you
But I already do
For all I know
It's already in you

Every day spent on the couch
Law & Order SVU
It's true, it's truTV
For all I know it's in me

I know sometimes I can't leave my bed
I know I've sung it again and again
I've tried to make a deal with God
It kills me when I can't make you feel loved

She wants to die
By an abundance of strawberries
Though we don't talk anymore
That stuck with me all these years apart
And when I want to die
I think about an abundance of strawberries
I will lie down and sleep in strawberries

I know I haven't lived so well
I've tried to own up to it now
I just want to make a deal with God
I just want a better life for my mom