I've Changed Lyrics

I wanted, refection
Every song I've ever sang
That was wrong
And I wanted something
Every person I've ever loved
That was wrong
And I've changed
I've changed
I reconsidered everything
I'm fine now, oh I'm fine now

I've laid the barrel in my mouth
And everything I've done before
I won't think anymore
I've changed, I've changed, I've changed
And I wanted to be
The greatest at everything
But I can't be
And I wanted to be
Exempted from temptation
But I can't be
And I've changed
I've changed
I reconsidered everything
I'm fine now, oh I'm fine now
I've laid the barrel in my mouth
And everything I've done before
I won't think anymore
I've changed, I've changed, I've changed
I wanted your love
Be everlasting
But it isn't
And I wanted life to be
An easier proposition
But it isn't
And I've changed
I've changed
I reconsidered everything
I'm fine now, oh I'm fine now
I've laid the barrel in my mouth
And everything I've done before
I won't think anymore
I've changed, I've changed, I've changed