Collection of Thoughts Lyrics

I wanted to save the day
I wanted to drown all your sorrows
I did what I thought I should
It didn't do anyone a bit of good
But I tried

So who do you want me to be
I will give my best effort
And if I succeed consequently I will be the lesser

This is my collection of thoughts
Take it or leave if you want
I can't be who I'm not anymore
I've been wasting my time
Going out of my mind tryin' to please you
I find it's never enough

I have grown tired of being afraid to cry
When I live a lie I feel something inside of me die
Then a revelation comes from the inside