When he laughed,they said to him,he's childis.hSo he made a serious face.the little child inside him stayed,but it hadn't to laugh.when he weeped,they said him,he's too soft.So he learned to repress the tears.he didn't weep at least,but he couldn't get hard.When he cried,they said to him,he's hasty.so he learned to crie only at the time nobody could hear him.When he splashed into dead,nobody said a word.and they all tried to get away the uneasiness with the flowers into the grave