Skip a Heartbeat Lyrics

It feels like yesterday
I called you up and cried
Darling, I'm not coming home
You're the shade of grey
I've always loved and denied
But I'm not coming home

Are we really that confused
When our knuckles are bruised
Am I mad or merely had
Are we really that jaded
When the scars have faded
Are you scorn or merely torn

You never told me why
We're running out of time
How numbers speak of what I've done
But I don't dare defy
The clock's steady chime
I guess I'll make it if I run

Was it ever our fashion
To share the same passion
Is it hate or merely fate
That makes us skip a heartbeat
Every time our lips meet
Have we lost at our own cost