Survival Lyrics

I struggle to survive in this fucking existence.
When every new morning brings a sober assessment
Of where I am, where I've been, and what I need to be.
Forget the past, stand and face whats in front of me
But for better or worse, I carry on.
We decide our own demise.
But I'll always be reminded of the pain that I hold
Because the ones who never loved me wrote the stories I've told.
And this shadow of doubt shakes my confidence
So I gotta hide my soul for fear of consequence.

So I still survive but can you say the same?
Because I'm laying flowers at your grave
Before the bloods been drained.
I never forgive and I never forget
So I wrote you off because i know you'd quit.
I never forgive and i never forget
I'll watch you fail every chance I fucking get.