Counting Numbers Lyrics

We are proud to get away some time to think alone mixed feelings about the whole thing should you come back I don't know today it was so hard being alone I can hardly sing gotta hold on?i'm trying I owe it every day that I wake and stay (dues i'll pay i'll recognize from our days) i'm gonna make it you got a lot of things to say that i'm a selfish human being but I drove alone today felt the wind and remembered everything I laughed today and i'll laugh again tomorrow I count mistakes but I still gotta find the blessings got thinking i'm not happy not thinking right I can't wash this away but gotta get it out of my mind another lonely night all alone drunk in my bed think until I close my eyes then wake up and find a new day