On the Way to San Francisco Lyrics

I don? t want to die
But I feel that this is it

Stomach in knots
Twenty pounds less
A weekend of hell
Six months depression

Lost in a love sick
World of pain
I cry 'cause you? re gone
I? m dying in pain, in pain

My love for you is forever
I promise this sick world I? ll never forget
I wrote you this note
I put this razor into my skin

The tub overflows
I awaken in pain
I choke on my own blood
I hear the phone ring

Back to reality
Pat and I are off to the city

Drunk for six months straight
I? m drowning myself in alcohol and pain
Depression magnifies times ten
The blood in my veins is starting to run thin

I don? t want to die
I feel that this is it
My face is in my hands

I don? t want to die
I feel that this is it
My face is in my hands
Again I slit my wrists