He Without Sin II) Heels of the Hands Songtext

von Hellions

I thought I was a bad person
I was a dirty little girl
I never once blamed the priest
I hated myself
I was violated
I was a 9/10 year old kid, thinking he's committed the worst sin in the world
I hated myself because of what happened
He's gonna like this kid
He told me, every time
There's pretty much immediately self blame, self guilt
I hated myself
I was very confused
All my life I have struggled with intimacy
To seek out and find this priest, to beg him for forgiveness
This is what happens when people love each other
Whether or not he was.
This is love
This is natural
This is normal
I didn't love myself
I didn't think anyone would love me
It wasn't his fault, it was mine