The Absentee Lyrics

And its felt like lead, too
Think to let anything else in?
It is too heavy to stand.
I won't push out, please, god
This tears me apart on the inside,
You quit and you suck and you are still the same.
As far as i can see i wish to breath,
I can't take this change,
I would rather stay here
With my hands gripping my throat.

What now?
You find yourself on the outside?
What about them?
What about her?
What about all of your responsibility?
I find this in blood, for some
Easy to walk away,
I find that i can never break, this hurts,
It tears me apart on the inside
I've quit, we are done,
It seems that now you're the absentee
I still feel so much for you