Triumph and Tragedy Lyrics

All I want is the best for myself
Triumph over tragedy
The overwhelming power of death is there just to inspire
Translation, life is different ways of not dying
My Relationship with reality, it comes and goes
We rarely see eye to eye
She's disappointed when I try, and upset when I don't
Her smell lingers in my sheets, and in my shirts
It teases my memories, from time to time
And from time to time, I cradle desire into slumbering fantasies