I′ve been in the deep end since I realized
There is a difference between body and mind
I've been at my lowest for the longest time
Knowing my existence is not one of a kind
But I′ve had my deepest cries for now
My heart's out, my guard's down
Yeah, I′ve had my deepest cries for now
My heart′s out, my guard's down
I′ve been seeking solace in the strangest of things
Gettin' my hands dirty while I beat out the kinks
I′ve been chasin' everythin′ that makes me feel cold
Practicin' self-love is somethin' I don′t really know
So I suppose
I cannot live like this no more
Fillin′ a lifetime with remorse
I'm closing up the void
But I′ve had my deepest cries for now
My heart's out, my guard′s down
Yeah, I've had my deepest cries for now
My heart′s out, my guard's down
Been in the deep end since I realized
There is a difference between body and mind
If I could make it go quiet inside
Get some rest for my weary eyes
Tonight, I'm givin′ my all for a remedy
Grant myself serenity
But if I don′t leave it all behind
But I've had my deepest cries for now
My heart′s out, my guard's down
Yeah, I′ve had my deepest cries for now
My heart's out, my guard′s down
Writer(s): Marie Ulven Ringheim, Matias Tellez
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