Torment Lyrics

I am a failure. I am Nothing.
I am a shadow of what it is to be a man.
I am numb. I am silence. Forgive me.
Why? Why me?
I have no family. Only those who love an imaginary man more than me.
You'll speak and think his name more than mine, after I die
And I'll fade away. I try. Why? Why me?
I am alone, but surrounded.