Hard to Believe Lyrics

Hard to believe
Seven years went by this fast
Hard to believe
All my friends are gone at last.
Hard to believe
I built myself a lousy home
A pirate ship of styrofoam
A vessel everyone can see is sinking but me
Hard to believe
I'm sick

Hard to believe
I'm no doctor
Hard to believe
I'm a dead man
I'm a goner, a comet, a kickstand.
Hard to believe
I can't make Pepsi out of wine
I've ended up as Frankenstein
The only thing you'd pay to see
Is my monster killing me
And I asked for help a million times
The warning signs were those wrinkled lines
And you saw them every night
I aged two years with every fight
I'm a blind giving tree that doesn't see when it's time to leave
And it's hard to believe
It's hard to believe...
[whine, whine, whine...]
All across the battlefield
My men are lying in their blood
So much suffering at my heels
Even valiance sinks in mud.