Words of Happiness Lyrics

How many times did i manage to make myself invisible?
But anywhere i hide,
God is behind a screen, staring at me
Tell me some words of happiness,
I've been so wrong, i've been so dumb
Kill me if you think it's too late
Maybe i'm too sad
How many times did i try to escape my thoughts, escape my dreams?
But anywhere i hide,
God's able to find me, stealing some joy