Wind up Lyrics

I have a choice between the bat or the belt
Each time I hear about the hand you been dealt

Spare me confession it's confession you see
Maybe I'll fall behind but I don't Mind Because I'll catch up

I want a song that indelible like manimal
I hope you never see me wind up

Will I be happy on the back of the shelf
Will you be happy when were sharing a cell
Spare me your questions since you know me so well
Someday you'll realize that I get shy and choke up.

I want a song that indelible like manimal
I hope you never see me wind up

What is wrong with this animal I'm terrible
I hope you never see me windup

Farewell my sweet paramania
My only promise is that I'll never tell
Keep you at a distance from the things that I felt
I'll bite the bullet take the beating until
I take it all back anyway
What was I supposed to say?