As the cold settled Lyrics

I was still searching for
The answers of my questions
It seemed that nothing would
Work out in the end. So many
Times I was lying in my bed,
Staring at the ceiling.
I wasn't able to show
My emotions to you, not even
To myself and Nothing
Could break through or cut

The invisible walls around me.
I locked myself up

I'm talking bout the things
You'll never comprehend
Its hard to tell
But much harder to understand,
I know. Something happened cause
I'm able to feel again,
Able to reset my pain
It's the right moment
To leave my past behind
[to leave it all behind]

Talking to a wall
Seemed emotionally
Not really different
Then talking to you,
I seemed to lose
All in my heart in my soul
And I felt nothing more
Than a slowly spreading cold I just
Watched you go without a feeling,
And I wasn't pretending
I'm so sorry bout, I got one step
Closer to my bitter ending

I'm talking bout the things
You'll never comprehend
Its hard to tell
But much harder to understand,
I know. Something happened cause
I'm able to feel again,
Able to reset my pain
It's the right moment
To leave my past behind
[to leave it all behind]

I'm talking bout the things
You'll never comprehend
Its hard to tell
But much harder to understand,
I know. Something happened cause
I'm able to feel again,
Able to reset my pain
It's the right moment
To leave my past behind
[to leave it all behind]
I realized what I'd done,
As the cold settled
I realized what I'd done,
As the cold settled