Spending my time Lyrics

It ain't the way you look at me
Not the gestures in your face
It's all about the things you say
The way you emphasize your words
Especially those attached with questionmarks
Considering my life
Why lie
About the way that I feel in these situations
But how can I
React when I feel insecure about me

I can't conceal a certain depression worming into my confidence
But i'll pretend not to be fazed
I'm spending my time trying to find what I'm looking for
I'm spending my time
Why lie
About the way that I feel in these situations
But how can I
React when you overreact in my eyes
I can't conceal that I turn numb every time you promt me
But still I try not to be fazed
Through everything and everyone
Through everything and everyone
I start considering all my output being a flimsy excuse
And I start considering stupid values being important for my life
Through everything and everyone
Through everything and everyone
Through everything and everyone
Through everything
I'm spending my time trying to find what i'm looking for
I'm spending my time finding out how to get there